Well, tomorrow is my first day back at work and of course I'm bummed. This week was bad. I was very emotional and quite upset about the whole thing. I knew I would be. I can't stand the thought of leaving her for one minute but it has to be done. I've been trying to focus on the postives and it really does help. I'm only going back 3 days a week for a 3 month trial period and when I am at work she'll get to spend time with both of the grandmas. It really is the best situation when I sit back and think about it. I just wanted to let Charlotte know that although I'm sad that my time at home has come to an end I will always remember this time as the best time in my life. I will never ever forget the joy that I experienced with her and Raresh during the beginning of her life. It will only get better from here.
I love you Charlotte and I am so blessed to be able to leave you in good hands while I'm at work.







